hey it has been like for several months since i lasted posted… i haven’t quite updated myself lately… he he he TSR 0… he he he got my first ever job… a job with no diseases and or anything else… just plain old fun aww shucks this is such a fun fun time….
Yapos ng yong palad aking dantay
Init ng yong halik aking dama
Mga yakap mo aking gabay
Aking kaulayaw sa magdamag
Sadya bang ganito?
Ang pangarap ng ulila
Ako’y litong-lito, at tulirong-tuliro
Bakit ngayo’y nagluluksa?
Sanglaksang luha aking tinangis
Saan na ang pangako mong pag-ibig
Bakit ngayo’y sa dusa nakabigkis?
Limot na ba ang nakaraang pintig…
Wari’y ako’y preso nang iyong alaala
Bakit ngayoy ako’y ganito?
Ano bang aking naging sala?
Nasaan ka aking sinta?
Paki Paliwanag!
Lumimot sa nakaraan
Inalala ang kinabukasan
Lumihis ng daan
Pumunta sa paroroonan
Nagbalot ng gamit
Nagipon ng salapi
Dasal sa langit
Ano’t kabahagi
Sumisirit
Di lumalagi
Ganyan sa pag-ibig
Parang bagyo
Salit-salit
Talitaliwas
Pabago-bago
Animo’y planong nabulilyaso
Nagkrus ang daan
Naputol ang dila
Uminit ang pisngi
Nagrambol ang mata
Parang nabingi
Nagyelo ang katawan
Ganyan ang pag-ibig
Iba-iba, sari-sari
Libo-libo, bahabahagi
Walang kapantay
Walang katulad
Walang masabi
Walang magawa
its has been a while since i last posted. all emotions have become mixed and tangled… my life is now turning into a point where i can relax as i try my very best to find the right path in which i have to choose…
life has been so cruel and unfair to me, i have made my life into something blown out in proportuions in which ever i choose life has become so unnecesary…
this is not a mere taciturn in my life but a jolt in the pointblank…
what a shame that i may leave my dream but in doing so i am able to pick up the pieces which where broken from the past…
countless that is how i measure and call my life…
Things have gone from bad to worst… i guess flunkig is part of my life now… i have never experienced it before, nor not being able to achieve my goal. iI guess i have to face the fact that i am flunking, its not because i am not studying enough i guess its because i am pressured all the time… o yes i flunked a subject but this will not be the end of me i thought… but deep inside it hurts, killing me by the second… but it will be so unfair to my parentsm who strives to send me to school and give them back failure and a quitter for a son… I guess GOD will give the way allowing me to live the lesson he will teach…
I will no QUIT that’s all i must think, i will fight till the end…
May God help me… friends do pray.. :Þ
Veritas Dei
its been a while since my last post… oh well i’m so in the slumps… sad and under pressure… judging myself in peculiar ways… is MEDICINE truly my lyf, my game… 5 days… the days left to decide… this semestral break shall turn every heads…
what is current is not permanent…
i learned this way way back then, it is silly but true, that everything you have may suddenly go away… i just got struck and a hit right at the face… failure of such immense danger that ruined my psyche, anyhow i am all over it… i manage to learn something… as one friend have said I AM A DOCTOR OF THE FUTURE… so it goes, as faith have inadvertantly fooled me in the path in which i have trek… i thank all the people who believes in me and those who love me my angel in blessin of the mighty LORD… THIS test have garnered me to once again be a part of the LORD as i know it is a challenge of goodness from him :Þ
check this out! from:marc torres
Message: Pick the MONTH that you were born in & put it on
the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR
OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand
you better….
JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and
serious.
Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at
people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive . Smart, neat and
organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts.
Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless
excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly
attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet
easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and
humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach
goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily
hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily
angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns
kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves
traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in
choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically
talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. moving
Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of
the head and chest. sexy in a way that only their
lover can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic
(left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and
neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak
breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves
traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not
having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily
influenced by kindness. Polite. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone*
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to
dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.
_______________________________
JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not
revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes
nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides
others physically and mentally. Sensitive and
forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp. Judges people through
observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in
studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about
the past and the old friends. hot. Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless
provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes
long to recover.
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AUGUST:
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on
attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisteroius. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has
an "everything’s peachy" attitude. loves
screaming,
talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer.
easily distracted. loves to flirt. hates being
left out.
hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to
be loved. hates studying. in need of "that
someone". longs for freedom. rebellious whe
withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain"
caring. always a suspect. playful.
mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to a specail
person. stubborn. courious. independent. strong
willed. a fighter.
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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and
organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes.
Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk
well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic.
Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest.
Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive
Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever
and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.
Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to
motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be
around.
Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships.
Systematic. sexy but has brains.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them.
Loves
to take things at the center. Inner and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry
often.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless.
Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers
easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to
control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart.
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NOVEMBER:
Trustworthy and loyal.Very compassionate and
caring.Wild at times.Knows how to have fun.Sexy
and mystertious.Everyone is drawn towards your
inner and outter beauty.Playful, secretive.Very
emotional and takes alot to make angry.Meets
new people easily.Fearless and ingependent.Can
hold their own.Stands out in a crowd.Gets jealous
easily.Essentially very smart
____________________________
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions. Impatient and hasty.
Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises and
attention.
Honest and trustworthy. Loves to be loved. Not
pretending.
Short tempered and egoistic. Takes high pride in
oneself.
Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of
humor. logical
…
this is strange…
utterly strange…
feelings…
emotions…
sulkened by bliss…
an unfortunate unison…
tethered by the deflaming jargon…
strange simply strange…
